Saturday, May 21, 2011

Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Great Food Great Day

Chilies, KLCC
This is awesome and nice especially the mashed potato. Chilies have the best mashed potato. 

Ice-Cream dessert from Little Pantry, IOI
So so only, I actually want to try out the Tiramisu but it's sold out
(>.<)

Carbonara from Little Pantry, IOI Mall
This is really good. So far this is the 2nd best carbonara that I've ever tasted. 
Worth to eat. 

Little Pantry come with nice decorations as well

And nice bike too. 

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Birthday On April

I don't know why but there are so many early months baby. So here are some birthday event that I've went this month. I wish all the best for them and have a great 21st years old birthday.

She is my secondary friends and we've known each other like forever because fortunetly, our jobs is related. We've been waiting for like hours because she got to work on that day. And finally she got the surprise. She cried so hard that night. 

GFF

This is my brother. We meet on the secondary school as well.
 He bought an I-Phone for himself at this birthday. 

This is also a surprise party for him. He got a shock when he sees me. 
(n_n)

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Note #1

I've been thinking a lot for these time and these thinking definitely shows that I'm growing up already. I always thought that the more love I give to the others. The more love that others should give me back. I always had the thinking that I do something for a reason and if it's without reason than I'll not do it. But when time goes by, I realize that in reality, there is no such thing that people should do what I've done to them. Perhaps that is the reason why I realize that family is much more important and anything in this world. I admit that I do live in a broken family but I do love my parents for whom they are now. It's not a matter to me that they're poor or rich but the most important thing is that both of them are healthy. I might not be the princess of the world but I'm definitely not the most un-fortunate girl in this world. And when time goes on, I know my real perception in life. I love my friend for whom they are and I'll always be there for them, but I guess the new experience has change my perspective of life. I tend to spend more time at home now because I want to feel the comfort and the home. I'm no more the once me who does not like to stay at home.

Speaking of experience, there is one thing that I want to share with you all here so that you might have some reason to love your parents more. But who knows, different people might have different experience. My health was getting weaker when I my age was up. I tend to have more serious hives nowadays. I still remember that my most suffering that time, only my father was there to help me up. A good father who has to yell by the stupid daughter. I admit that I'm not a good temper person and it get worst when I was having sickness. And yet my father did not yell at me and keep on thinking ways for me to cure the hives. I can tell you, that was a really horrible experience. And I'm really glad that I still have a father that time, if not, I might have ended up in the hospital in the end.

Life is so fragile sometime. You will never know what will happen in the next minute. So what you can do now is to love them more. Those that you care. Don't thinking about what they can do for you. Think what you can do for them. It's them that you choose to love. So don't think of getting back anything from them. Me as a soon to be grown up girl, I know real that my perception and I want to create a life not only for myself but also for my wounded family. I know that the wound will not be cured but I still love them the most.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Aquaria KLCC

I've always want to go to Aquria KLCC. So I find my beloved college friend to accompany me to go to KLCC and have a short water journey with me. Well, all we want was just to have a day together. We did not meet for like ages. Hehe. 

Just FYI, this is KLCC

And this is my beloved college friend, Sheue Shin

Pirhana


Corals

There are small kids in the water

Sheue Shin and I

This is a super biggie fish


Sheue Shin and the big turtle

Jelly Fish

Sheue Shin and I in the dark

So overall this place is a really cool place. At least for me because I did not come with this kind of adventure before. It's really nice to see that they are so many different kind of fish in this world. And god they are so big damn fat. It was a sad things that we did not get to the KLCC tower though because the ticket is sold out. Sigh. Shall try for that again next time. 

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Smiley

The best way to express that you are happy is by smiling. The best way to show that you're beautiful is smiling. The best way to tell others that you like the other person is smiling. So smiling is the best thing in this world because it shows all the positive of one person. 

And this baby girl above have the best smile in the world

*pointing at you* Say I'm cute (n_n)

I had my best day with them at Kelly house. 
And they had the best smile in the world. 

So smile like us everyone. 

Have a very happy day. 
(n_n)